Wow. I really need to be more careful about what I ask for. It's one of those things that, as a witch, you relearn over and over. So yesterday was an interesting day. I got exactly what I asked for in my previous blog post.. though I was (or rather thought I was) just joking when I asked for it.
He was crazy hot, but kind of a douch, and it became apparent that we had completely different goals in mind for that night.. so I slammed on the brakes. He was not happy that he wasn't getting what he wanted. Kind of whined about it in fact, which blew me away.
I'm the kind of guy that needs more than just physical attraction in sex. Otherwise I'd just go out to the clubs every night like all the other gay whores.
But the WaveRunner was fun. Like I thought I was cautious about riding jet skiis, but he was down right pussy. Still Lake Travis is a lot nicer then I ever thought.
Other then that, I feel like it's time to rejoin the world. Need to start making some serious money. -That one I'm completely serious about Goddess.
I miss Sherry. She amazes me. My only "regret" is that I didn't make more of an effort to attend her intuitive art classes. What little I did was surprisingly beneficial.
I'm sending in a form to an Austin pagan group to recieve their news-letters. I'd love to make some friends in the pagan community. I'm usually so unsociable it is not easily accomplished.
So much shit coming soon: I mean, I can't ****in wait for Samhain. I have a costume, ritual, and kickass party to attend. On top of that, Ali is turning 21 in November, then I will in Decemeber. Rachel is paying for me to fly out to Orange County to watch her house right around my birthday.. so I'm saving up to have a little fun there. I'm gonna be one happy Sagittarius this Autumn.
Now I just need to get laid. Haha. But seriously, I could use a hot date.. (looks at moon)..What do you say Goddess?
Went outside this morning, and it was so cool out. So far this has been one of the best days of the year. I still have to make a Wicker Man for sunset, but I'm just so glad it's finally Autumn. In Hawaii I was used to 85 degree temperatures year round, here at least it will get noticably cooler, snow or not.
My dog had a series of seizures yesterday. Found out she is epileptic. She's such a sweet heart, my roommates and I love her, but she's a pitbull. The bills alone we can't afford, and when she comes out of the seizures, she confused and can't remember a thing.. she has already tried to attack our chiuaua. I'm afraid we can't risk or afford to keep her.
Other then that I'm simply glad to be home. Around friends that I love. Able to cuss to my hearts content. Florida just isn't a good place for me.. My family drives me insane!
Found some really amazing books on spirituality and self-improvement. Their a series written by a medium and her husband. She claims that every word in the book was written by a spirit that she channels on a regular basis, a collective consciousness of spirits with the purpose to help humanity reach it's desires and spiritual potentail. They call themselves Abraham. The books are written in the name of Esther and Jerry Hicks. I highly recommend them. There is so much on the power of thought and the way energy vibrates from all things, I found it empowering and very close to the philosophies I was taught in Wicca.
Well, I guess I'm what you'd call a "book" Witch. I grew up on the island of Hawaii in Hilo, moved to Florida for a year, then moved to Austin about three months ago. In Florida I was fortunate enough to meet a wonderful woman who gave me life changing advice and a few pointers. Other than that, my spiritual meanderings and practices have been (for the most part) Solitary.
I'm obviously new to the site, just poking around. Sun and Moon, Sagittarius. Rising, Taurus. Anything else, feel free to drop me an e-mail.
